{"id":153,"date":"2009-06-07T03:26:20","date_gmt":"2009-06-06T17:26:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/?page_id=153"},"modified":"2009-06-07T03:41:29","modified_gmt":"2009-06-06T17:41:29","slug":"esoteric-journey","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/?page_id=153","title":{"rendered":"Esoteric journey"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There is the outer journey &#8211; the sailing, the places I go and the people I meet.\u00a0 But really, what I&#8217;m here for is the inner journey, and that&#8217;s what counts. My soul&#8217;s sojourn here in on earth, in this incarnation, is for me to learn, or more truly, remember what I already know deep down.<\/p>\n<p>The innermost journey is not so easy to write about and normally stays private.\u00a0 I now I have the will to write more about this and will try to do so if there is interest in this journey.<\/p>\n<p>There have been a few times in my life when I was deeply content. I have a sense, but don&#8217;t clearly recall, that in my early childhood I was content. And then I gradually lost that, as I became captured by the outer world.<\/p>\n<p>In my adult life, in hindsight, I found a place of contentment after I had been sailing for some months back in the early eighties.\u00a0 This contentment with <em>what is<\/em> lasted a few months until I was gradually absorbed again by the busy-ness of everyday working life again.<\/p>\n<p>Then more recently when I was caring for my wife Sue I found a deep contentment for two years of that time. But lost it again in the time leading up to her leaving this incarnation.<\/p>\n<p>And since that time I have known it only in passing. And at least part of my motivation for sailing is to find that contentment again.<\/p>\n<p>And what is contentment?<\/p>\n<p>When I am in harmony I am content. When my inner and outer paths are matching. When my actions match the highest purpose of my soul.<\/p>\n<p>And now there is something not in alignment. There is a dissonance in the symphony of my life.<\/p>\n<p>The way, the journey, is to find that harmony.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>It interesting to ponder on the esoteric meaning of <em>Current Sunshine<\/em>. Consider that current means present or now, and sunshine is a synonym for light, love, consciousness. Putting them together we see that Current Sunshine is a synonym for <em>Loving Presence<\/em>, or <em>Conscious Presence<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is the outer journey &#8211; the sailing, the places I go and the people I meet.\u00a0 But really, what I&#8217;m here for is the inner journey, and that&#8217;s what counts. My soul&#8217;s sojourn here in on earth, in this incarnation, is for me to learn, or more truly, remember what I already know deep &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/?page_id=153\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Esoteric journey&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-153","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/153","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=153"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/153\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/currentsunshine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=153"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}